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That's you!

May 10th, 2010 (10:55 pm)

# I've got this thumb for a reason- to hitchhike I must! 37 minutes ago via web

we all feel alittle juxtaposed, we've all been united once i get that glance we can smile.. the beauty of freedom; it gives us similar faces 41 minutes ago via web

nicest lullaby once ive fallen asleep..i like songs about drifters books bout the same, they both seem to make me feel a little less insane. about 1 hour ago via web

i dont mind walking on highways.. they keep me company. under bridges they provide me with the best thoughts and the harshest night with the about 1 hour ago via web

My sole purpose is to travel. not to arrive, plan, or pass. I am to act, dream, discover, grasp on everything that were made of. live on it! about 1 hour ago via web

im in love with the world! im a traveler!, dont you understand. im not interested in what i already know, i'm interested in what i don't. about 1 hour ago via web

you truly don't know how far away from home you are until you can see it peeking through the ocean's horizon..


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May 10th, 2010 (10:51 pm)

anarchy's just the political term behind freedom.
Everyone knows about freedom, we all want it. We all experienced it
Im darn tootin' sure there are die-hard conservatives who , without political barriers can enjoy themselves a nice recollection of thoughts.. vacate somewhere out of home to relax. No stress!
AND im sure as heck that there are travelers, hitchhikers who don't know a thing about proudhon or government or even what the hell the whole jumble mess of anarchy is, but they sure as hell can tell you about the sand between their toes, the sweat on a illuminated rock and the mystifying moon.. the rumble of the boxcars as the wheels of train start rolling. They can't tell you a thing about bringing down the system, but they sure as hell can tell you about freedom.

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birthday list

March 17th, 2010 (08:27 pm)

- shattered
- midnight cowgirl
- twice baked
- ^these two i am not sure of the name. the labels in the store do not match the ones online lol

Recipes for Disaster: An Anarchist Cookbook

Days of War, Nights of Love

^^Both books released by CrimethInc ( www.crimethinc.com )

- Harmonica & set (manual, headset n all)

- CRAYONS!!! CRAYOLA CRAYONS!! LOTS AND LOTS OF CRAYONS!!! im talking about glittery ones silvery ones ones that change color lots and lots o ones

-and maybe even cool search n destroy stuffs

(that is all)

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Feed Your Head

February 22nd, 2010 (07:48 pm)

One thing you have to remember about palm readers are that they are entertainment. What they do is assume general statements about said palm and then base next statements against reactions. In better words, they make very general statements that would cause you to pick out scenarios that would most likely fit the description (also compared to a horoscope). And based off that, then they will ask questions or take a risk and throw in a few detailed readings. So one can see that it is more of a skilled art to entertain people, and was such in my situation. I knew i couldn't take these things to heart, as the lady had made few outrageous statements (I havent been raped or nor have i sold drugs lol, and other misc. things that were once again general, and from a palm reader they want straight yes or no answers without a debate or an explanation) so i just kept it going to be entertained. So I definitely heard things that were true and things ive definitely heard before, And though i knew most of said things were general, you cant help but wonder if past situations in your life would account into the readings. Was this situation ever that bad and does it count as such? Am i just seeing some things the wrong way? So then yes , the overthinker (me) will be bothered by this all day. On the bus ride home i did want to take down some notes for myself (because i forget things when my minds busy):

be honest!
this ones been a challenge, but be assertive.. instead of saying "maybe" or try to water down choices/decisions/words, be sure!!
And remember to meditate.. relax.. even chant, because i cant promise myself to think less on my own, i definitely think mediation works and helps, i recommend this to anyone with anxiety
And for now, that would be it.

I was asked for two wishes and all i wanted.. was happiness and clarity
Im never gonna be sure , always confused, but thats because my mind works fast and instead of leading myself into fear and anxiety im just learning to cope with the uneasiness and try to capture relief, and clearness

I did quite alot of thinking tday, and seeing a palm reader actually mightve been needed to help myself. Not to listen to what i was being told, but to listen to what i know and re-evaluate things over. Sad that i had to waste so much money but its not a big worry to me. (i hate money lol, thats one of the things that lured me over to waste $60. the good ol "dont let money get in the way of your happiness" is my weakness. its been the first time my own line got used on me.)

Its going to take some time, but i'll grow and learn. Just go to sleep and say "Im still not sure what im supposed to be doing in this world" and a word of advice/just a thought: why dont gypsies ever say something positive ??? okay yea i had a "dark" past but i think im doing pretty darn good for myself, whyda have to ruin it? Dont think about the past? well thanks for bringing it up! after writing these things down i think the whole situation is silly. The only worry left is how to explain to my palm reader. with her having my number and me having these silly little gypsy gadgets.. lol well what canya do?

I may not always be honest or true or stick to my word under things like this but i know in my good heart i am.. To say i have two personalities is harsh, i think im just misunderstood, trying to figure life out with other misunderstood people.

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loving the wrong person

February 1st, 2010 (01:15 am)

it's not fair, he's got me where it hurts the most

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(no subject)

January 29th, 2010 (01:05 am)

i leave things before they get to leave me

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anything is a lonely word

January 29th, 2010 (12:15 am)


i believe in nil
i believe in nil
i believe in drugs sex and dirty filth

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January 5th, 2010 (08:18 pm)

i have now considered anxiety to be a contribution to my problems, oh definitely

there is just no satisfaction......

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(no subject)

January 4th, 2010 (10:33 pm)

(= the idea of having a little something to look foward to, despite the chances just let itself in
i know i may be a little self confident but sometimes i like to be giddy and i cant help it!

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a tumor in that thing in your chest that is so over physcoanylized .. so called the heart

December 31st, 2009 (12:27 am)

i could be better.. just not now. just waiting it out. things always get better. :S

i believe there arent enough words in the english vocabulary to simply describe everything...
and then, art forms

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